Alone I Sit Here

Alone I Sit Here
Alone I Sit Here

Empty And Cold

The Light Beckons Me

It Forces Me To
Be Okay

Hidden Away My
Feelings Are

Showing No Emotions Is
How I Am

I Have To Fight
To Be Alive

I Have To Pretend
To Care

The World Crushed
My Dream

Yet It Forces Me To be

I Once Was Alive

Now I Just Survive ...

  

Apr, 03 2011     293 chars (2 sms)     2921 views       Sad

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Mere Qatil Ko Pukaro Kay Main Zinda Hoon Abhi
Phir Say Maqtal Ko Sanwaro Kay Main Zinda Hoon Abhi

Yeh Shab-e-Hijar To Sathi Hai Meri Barsoon Say
Jayo So Jayo Sitaro Kay Main Zinda Hoon Abhi

Yeh Praishan Say Gaisu Daikhay Nahi Jatay
Apni Zulfun Ko Sanwaro Kay Main Zinda Hoon Abhi

Lakh Moujoun Main Ghira Hun, Abi Dooba Tow Nahi
Mujh Ko Sahil Say Pukaro Kay Main Zinda Hoon Abhi

Qabr Say Aaj Bhi ‘Mohsin’ Ki Aati Hai Sada
Tum Kahan Ho Meray Yaroo Kay Main Zinda Hoon Abhi
Main Lauton ga December main


December Jab bhi ata hai
wo pagli...
phir se beety mosumo'n ki
talkhion ko
yad karti ha
purana card perhti hai
k jis main os ne
likha tha
Main Lauton ga December main


Nai Kapry bnati hai
wo sara ghar sjati hai
December k her ik din ko
wo gin gin ker bit'tati hai
junhi 15 guzarti hai
wo kuch kuch toot jati hai
magar phir bi
purani albumo'n ko khol ker
mazi bulati hai !!!
nahi maloom ye osko
k beety waqt ki khushian
Bohat takleef deti hain
mehaz dil ko jalati hain...
yunhi din beet jaty hain
December laut jata hai
magar wo Khush feham larki...
dobara se calendar main
December k maheeny k safhy ko
mord ker, phir se
Phir se
December ke sahar main
Doob jati hai
k akhir os ne likha tha....

Main Lauton ga December main
Bulaoon ga na miloon ga na khat likhoon ga tujhe,
Teri khushi kay lia khud ko ya saza dun ga ..
matti ke jitne ghar main banata chala gaya
ik shaks khafa ho ke girata chala gaya
woh mujse buhat door door bhagta raha
jitna main uske naaz uthata chala gaya
ik mere waste he osne dard rakhe the
baki to wo har ik ko hasata chala gaya
thi haath main taqat magar dil nahin mana
uske siwa main subko harata chala gaya
dil main oski yaaad ke jitne chiragh the roshan
onko bhi wo sitmgar bhujata chala gaya
Kaash bananay walay nay dil kaanch k banayai hotay
Kam say kam tornay walay k haath mein zakham tou ayai hotay
Guzar jayege aapke pas se hawa
bankar,
beh jayege ankho se aansu bankar,
aaj to aapke pas fursat nahi,
yaad karoge jab reh jayege dil ki yaad
bankar
UMEED!!
KISE KI YAD DIL MAIN HAI KOI AHSAS BAQI HAI
BADLTAY MOSMOON K DARMIYAN AIK RAZZ BAQI HAI

ABI TO MAIN SAFAR MAIN HOON MILAIN GI MANZLAIN MUJKO
MAGAR IN RASTOON K DARMIYAN IK SATH BAQI HAI

KAHAIN PAR SHAM DHALTI HAI KAHAIN PAY RAT HOOTI HAI
ABI TO CHAND HAI CHAND KI RAT BAQI HAI

CHALY AAO KISE DIN TUM HAMRA HALL B DAIKHO
HAMRA JISAM MURDA HAI MAGAR AIK SANS BAQI HAI

UMEED HAI PHIR B WO MILAY GI HAMAIN AIK DIN
KHUDA PAR HAI BHOROOSA ABI KHUDA KI ZATT BAQI HAI
kon kis k sath kitna mukhliss hay
waqat har rishty ki bata deta auqaata hay
Mumkin hai tery baad bhi aati hon gi baharen Mohsin
Gulshan main tery baad kabhi ja kr nahi dekha
tu nay mujh say poocha hay, kay mein kesay rehta hon
yeh jo jalta dard sa hay, kesay usko sehta hon
sham dhalay dehleez pay bethay, kya tujhko ab bhi sochta hon
jab yad bikharnay lagti hay
aur sans attuknay lagti hay
jab sooraj gumm ho jata hay
aur chand bhi jalnay lagta hay
tu khud say poochnay lagta hon
yeh mein kesay rehta hon, dard ko kesay sehta hon.
mein kuch easay rehta hon
Koi Dikha K Roye,
Koi Chupa K Roye,

Humain Rulanay Walay,
Humain Rula K Roye,

Marna Ka Maza To Tab Hai Yaro,
Jab Qatil Bhi Janazay Per Aa Ker Roye,
Break My Heart
Destroy My Soul
And
Leave Me Crying
I'd Still
Love You
And
I Don't Expect You To
Love Me In Return ...